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LOnely and Devastated

I am tired of trying to please everyone else…I am sick of trying to do it all the time…Can never be real……………Life is just a pretendious journey. I am so tired …………………..wish I can be myself again just like when my mum was around… those were the only times……..well it is all over now…Whenever I was trying to get close to someone else……I will be pushed far far away……..I feel so rejected, unwanted and lonely at times. I am trying my very best to be strong but sometimes it is so hard……..It is so painful and hurt deep inside my heart just like a knife piercing through my fragile soul……..

01122007018 "Charlotte" is the only person in my life that pull me through all these emotional crisis……..without her I wont be able to go through all these on my own. She brighten my life, she gives me her shoulder to cry on when I am sad ( though she is only 3 years old), she told be "Mum it will be alright" whenever she sees tears drooling down my face, she is there for me. I thank u God for giving her to me.

Well I will be strong for her. 01102007025_1

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2 Responses to “LOnely and Devastated”

  1. Debbie Says:
    December 26th, 2007 at 6:09 am

    You know in life,

    - you dont need a thousand friends to you that you are wonderful.

    - you dont need a thousand reasons to feel good about yourself.

    - you dont need to do all to please those you dont really even like to begin with.

    - all you need to do is live your life the way you want and see fit. the hell with what other ppl think. as long as you feel happy - the people you love and care about is happy. Thats all the really matters.

    dont let other ppl push you to the wall, if you let them, they will continue to push.

    Stay Strong and have Faith Christine.
    The Christine i know is a real spitefire - no one can bully her around ok! ^_^
    just remember this, you still have a friend who loves you despite all your annoying habits you do to irritate her!!
    ~HUGS~

  2. Georgina Says:
    August 14th, 2008 at 7:49 am

    Although I may not understand your loneliness, I wish I was there for u.

    Thru d yrs, I have come to terms that true friends need not b physically there all d time.

    A word of care and concern, wisdom or empathy can work magic 4 me.

    Allow me to do some magic on u:
    “Friend, I like u very very very very……much. Schmuck!!!”

    How? Did it work 4 u? :p

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